The End

I am feeling so sad right now. Me and him just had an hour long conversation that basically went back and forth with the fact that he likes me but is really looking for good friends. Motherfucker we talked about marriage!?! We were in a relationship.  Not just going out for motorcycle rides as he suggest we do. So, I basically told him to fuck off in much nicer terms as I'm trying to be mature about this whole fiasco. But wait, he says! It's not fair for me to just stop talking to him because he has feelings for me, they just haven't developed into dating yet, and if I shut him out all together, I'm only going to push him away. I told him he should just hope I'm still around if in fact he decides to get serious someday but I may or may not be there. I'm tired. Sick and fucking tired.