Diggin on You

What a day, what a day. Last night he asked if I wanted to come along on a buisness trip for his job. He works for Nascar if I hadn't mentioned that before, so he's always going out of town for short as well as extended periods of time. Seeing as how this was just an overnight trip to south GA I was down. I needed this to gadge how he's feeling about me and to really question how I feel about him. Spending 14hrs in the car with someone will do that. And it did nothing but reaffirm how much I truly love this man. Don't ask how we started talking about marriage again and we aren't even dating at the moment. But, dreamingly planning a future with him let's me know there's no hope for the *new boy*...

I met a beautiful and I mean s-e-x-y ass man through my sorority sister. She saw him and his friend sitting in the hall and suggested we invite them into our suite to watch tv. I did just to be friendly and that's when I saw just how good looking he was. Not to mention, we hit it off from the first introductions. We exchanged numbers and I was so shocked by how sweet *newboy* is. I mean the lil stuff. Today, while I'm out with him *new boy* sends me a text asking me if I'm thinking about him because he's thinking about me too. Wow. Um, yeah I was. But, wait, I'm with the "love of my life." I like to think of *new boy* as an innocent crush. On the other hand, after talking to friends he may be the cool ass guy I've been waiting for to help me see another life without him