3:08 PM

Trying to Find My Way

Well, here I am again. While writing is such a passion of mine, I don't know why it is that I always find myself going astray. Right now I'm at a crossroads in my life and sometimes feel as if I don't really have anyone else to turn to. It's time for me to make some important decisions about who I am, where I'm going, and who I'm going to be. A college senior with less than six months to go. Law school applications are in, Teach for America application is in, and a host of other options are constantly being jumbled up in my mind. I want to be dedicated. I want to chronicle my life. I want to look back on who I used to be and admire where I have come. It's just I have so many dreams, and being the Gemini that I am I don't like being tied down to just one thing. Deep down I know the life I wish to lead. I want to be that twenty-something in New York who's always on the go with places to go and people to see. I've tried public relations internships and wasn't too into that. It really did turn into "The Devil Wears Prada" with my boss. Maybe I'll be an English professor, which has also been a lifelong dream. Or work for a magazine company. Who knows? The only thing I do know is that I'm lost among the stars...

1 comments:

HANNAH THA ILLEST said...

okkkkkkay, first of all thank you for being my first... 'blog stranger'! i started a week ago 7am, for reasons unknown! u made my day today! to think that somehow it got to someone that i don't know.
second of all ms. gemini, i am that girl you imagine yourself to be 'new york, on the go, devil wears prada' biatch. not joking. dead fucking serious. it's an interesting life, and that's all i have ever asked for in life, for it to be 'interesting'. but it's not easy. the great news is you are 21! you can do whateverrrrrr you want in this life! who you are now, is not who you will be. trust me. i understand where you are coming from, because you sound a lot like me:) from md, and workeddd it to nyc! life is an interesting place, so, your only job is to invest in you, and make yourself the most interesting person you can be. you will be amazed by what comes your way, if you remain open, and curious! so, be confused, un-sure, but never stop yourself from getting out of your comfort zone. there's a time to let things happen, and there for sure is a time to make things happen! you will have a beautiful journey because you are a 'curious' person;) i know, because i am an aquarius! you know like, oprah, or bobby brown;)